im leaving south carolina today at about 12. yesterday i went back to the lake and we actually got 2 ride the jet ski (yay) ok so my cousin brysen (he is 8 now ) was going to go on with his dad. so they step off the boat on the jet ski and they start going and my uncle forgot to put the little key thing around his wrist. -nice move uncle rusty XD at least everyone had a good laugh at this.. well everyone except uncle rusty and brysen lol- so they start going and the ski starts slowing down. then i see the front of it going up O_O they like rolled of backwards and let me tell u by the way they reacted it MUST have been cold. so the swim back to the boat (they were only like 5ft away) and i look at the ski and its driving around in circles fortunatly for them and so rusty puts brysen on the boat and swims back for the jet ski. then after they dry off and change (poor brysen doesnt have shoes no more :'() i go up to my grandpa "grampapa (he makes us call him that ?.?) will u take me on the jet ski?" "sure let me get the life jackets" now u can most likely guess whats coming lol we go to the dock (smarter way of getting on ^_^) and he comes on the jetski and i get on (apparently my mom also knew what was coming bc she was recording the whole thing lol) and so im on and we are about to take off and then the ski starts leaning 2 the right its tipping over and i felt like i couldnt get out partly bc i was in shock partly bc it fas freezing and mostly bc i couldnt move my legs. so i feel my grandpa let go and i finally push back (we are on the ski sideways xD) and i get all the way in the water and it was like WOAH!!!! it was freezin like u couldnt even imagine. im cold right now just thinking about it! and i felt like the life jacket was crushing my lungs cuz i couldnt breath (my mom is still recording this by the way) and i go ont my back cuz the jacket was stopping me from swimming forward. (is was cold earlier even out of the water btw) and i finally reach the bottom and im walking now and i hear my mom scream "ur butt's hanging out!!!" i was thinking "crap i hope she stopped recording!" and i get all the way out of the water and it not cold anymore... WTF??? i was freezing and now im warm O_O but thats still a good thing XD so yeah that was the climax of yesterday.. oh and yeah my butt is on a tape... hopefully my mom doesnt send that to funniest home videos X.X

im at south carolina this weekend (till tuesday) and i was at my grandparent lake. the dogs there just like run around. and i was playing ball with the dog and my cousins and i through it and the freaking dog went the other direction >_> like seriously r u that stupid? like then he just like ignored our yells and swam in the water looking 4 it... >.> ... amd this just kept happening like over and over... i hate that dog... but its so cute! and im wearing bright yellow and black and i was sitting and a bee lands on my shirt... >_> WTF?!?!!?? >.> <.< stupid bee... "cant find crap in florida!" - peanuts... >.> - oh and my uncles dog is named peanut..but he is neutured so... i call him pea-no-nut happy b-day 2 my cousin bryson

{a thousand miles-vanessa carlton}
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you (true <3)
And I miss you (true <3)
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles (i would)
If I could Just see you Tonight (i would <3)

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me (do u?)

'Cause everything's so wrong (without u)
And I don't belong (without u)
Living in your Precious memories (only memories)

'Cause I need you (yup)
And I miss you (yup)
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles (u no it)
If I could Just see you Tonight (if only)

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go (nope...)
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you (always)
And I still miss you (i do)
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles (yup)
If I could Just see you... (i wish)

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles (if i could)
If I could Just see you (if i could)
If I could Just hold you (if i could)
Tonight

{crush-david archuleta}
I hung up the phone tonight (i dont really tlk 2 u on the phone lol
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush (like after metro con mehbeh?)

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much (never would have guessed ;D)

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you (seriously)
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized (uh huh)
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go? (do ya?)
Am I crazy or falling in love? (meh beh both?)
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you? (never see u :'()
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away (i tried actually but it didnt work lol)
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more? (HMMM? HMMMMMMMMM? LOL)

See it's a chance we've gotta take (yup)
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever (i do)

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go? (HMMM?)
Am I crazy or falling in love? (IDK!)
Is it real or just another crush? (real ;D)

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you (truth)
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized (yup)
And I've just got to know (got 2)

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go? (did u or do u?)
Am I crazy or falling in love? (r u? lol idk)
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

yeah... the other ones were just like quizzes cuz i didnt feel like writing lol. so so so... idk im hoppy today and yesterday and tomorrow and 4ever well ill b happier (hopefully) in febuary ;D i wanna go to mega con! no. I HHHAAAAVVVEEEE TO GO TO MEGA CON!!!! i better b able 2 go... -pouts- i believe its going 2 be febuary 27 - march 1st. so its after my b-day! (feb 16) and that means i will b 14 HAHA ONLY 1 YEAR DIFFERENCE (im no youngin...) lol if u r not stephanie and ur reading this ur probbly hopelessly confuzzled good! u sould b :* so.. idk... i wrote ALOT of poetry lately... dont know if im going to put it on DA or not... probbly should... oh well... IDK!!! if i do ill probbly only put up some of them cuz most r like... really depressing... at lest 2 me cuz they r about someting. well diff somethings... lol DDDDDDD YEEEEEOUZZZA!!!! well g2g eat! BYE! :* <3

I was reallyyyy bored, at my aunts spa, so I killed my time doing this. ^-^

--------------------RED---------------

1. Closest red thing to you?
pen.. thats kinda boring but w/e

2. Last thing to make you angry?
my parents not letting my go to the tokio hotel concert

3. Do you have a temper?
Hahahah. Yes.... sometimes...

4. Are you a fan of romance?
O_O Yes....

-------------------ORANGE-------------


1. Closest orange thing to you:
another pen (WTF WHY R THERE SO MANY F_IN PANS IN HERE!?!?!)

2. Do you like to burn things?
Of course! fire is pretty... i like the way burning buildings look... does that make me a lunatic?!?!i mean i know i am but i dont want o be because of that!!! lol we were watching a movie in IPS and the building was burning and i was like "AWESOOOOMEEEEE" and ppl started staring at me funneh... BLAH!

3. Dress up for Halloween?
Chyeaaaaa. like who doesnt!?!?

4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
Usually, towards most people. :] Unless you've done something to make me angry.

5. Do you have anything against redheaded people?
Nooo. Not really, I think they're pretty.... yeah just pretty lol :3

6. Are you usually full of energy?
pshhh no! BWAHAHAHA LALALFSDLGDFJHGH!!! XD -bouncing off walls-

-------------------YELLOW-------------

1. Closest yellow thing to you?
(omg its not a pen!) sticky note... which happens to b on my forhead...

2. The happiest time[s] of your life?
uhhh well.... u dont need 2 know bout that lol

3. Favorite holiday?
halloween. u can dress up funny and not have to worry bout ppl staring at u lol!

4. Are you a coward?
Sometimes. XD

5. Do you burn or tan?
i usually burn a wee bit then tan a wee bit :\

-------------------GREEN--------------

1. Closest green thing to you?
sprite can (not a pen OMG)

2. Do you care about the environment?
Yesh, and I can't stand it when others don't give a flying crap. >.< pshh flying... crap... just picture it in your mind...

3. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
yeah isnt everyone?

4. Are you a lucky person?
Not at all... :'(

5. Do you always want what you can't have?
Usually. T.T

6. Do you like being outdoors?
Yes. ^-^

7. Are you Irish?
1/2 well more like 1/4. XD

-------------------BLUE---------------

1. Closest blue thing to you?
pen...

2. Are you good at calming people down?
yeah kinda i guess if they r my friend and i know alot about them...

3. Do you like the sea?
I loooooooooooove the sea. :]

4. What was the last thing that made you cry?
i miss someone...

5. Are you a logical thinker?
MEHBEH

6. Can you sleep easily?
nope...

---------------------PURPLE-----------

1. Last purple thing you saw?
sticky note!

2. Like being treated to expensive things?
ehhh it doesnt matter. i like simple things...

3. Do you like mysterious people?
Ghahahahahahaha. yeah. XD

4. Favorite type of chocolate?
Milkey. XD oh and those ice milk chocolate things ^^ yummy!

5. Ever met anyone in royalty?
not that i remember...

6. Are you creative?
ocasionally...

------------------PINK----------------

1. Closest pink thing to you?
ITSA FUKIN STICKY NOTE! GAHHHHHHH! - runs screaming into the night... well its day but WHOCARES!!!-

2. Do you like sweet things?
Hell yush! <3

3. Like play-fighting?
uhhh no... i tend to get hurt...

4. Are you sensitive?
Yeah. Very. >.>

5. Do you like music?
pshaw! HAILL YESH!

-------------------WHITE--------------

1. Closest white thing to you?
napking that used 2 b filled w/ cookies... (key word(s): USED 2)

2. Would you say you're innocent?
:3 well i look innocent dont i?

3. Good at keeping the peace?
Sometimes. If I'm not the one making the arguments. XD

4. How do you imagine your wedding?
colors... and flowers... and yeah u get the point right? nothing fancy...

5. Do you like to play in the snow?
i wish i could... i made a mini snowman out of frost once but i brought it instide and it melted :'( imm gunna miss u fred :'(

6. Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentist?
no not really..

-------------------BLACK--------------

1. Closest black thing to you?
the mouse

2. Ever enjoy hurting people?
NO....

3. Are you sophisticated or silly?
Hahahahahah. Well, do I sound sophisticated to you?

4. Would you like to go to space?
yup yup yup!

5. Do you have a lot of secrets?
Not really... well maybe...

6. What is your favorite color?
yellow

7. Does the color you wear affect your mood?
not really..

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ok well yeah.... im at my tia's hair place and she said she would dye my bangs blue but its the wash out kind. she said to see how other ppl react... oh btw no one else (like my parents) know about it